My Terminally Ill Wife Asked Me to Find My First Love as Her Final Wish – When I Learned Why, My Knees Nearly Gave Out

have to go.”

One thought followed me during the entire drive home.

Carol hadn’t asked me to forgive my mother.

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She’d asked me to forgive her.

So what exactly had Carol done?

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By dawn, I was searching my mother’s attic.

At the bottom of an old box, I found a shoebox sealed with tape.

PRIVATE. DO NOT OPEN.

Inside were yellowing letters exchanged with a woman named Marjorie.

I read the first letter twice before I understood what it meant.

‘Dear Ruth, the young woman arrived Tuesday. She is nearly six months along. She still asks whether Walter knows about the  child. I assured her, as you instructed, that contacting him would only make matters worse.’

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My hands began to shake.

The next letter was dated four months later.

‘The girl has finally signed the surrender papers. She remains convinced Walter has begun a new life